End of it all?

Is this the end?? The end of my student life? That was fast! Way fast! I don’t want it to end so early… but… I guess all things have to come to an end eventually…

Yesterday was the last class I’ll probably ever have as a student. Feelings? erm… a little saddened… not really happy… actually there wasn’t much sadness until we realised that it was the last class that we’ll ever have for our entire lives *ok maybe not if we have further education and all.. but it just wouldn’t be the same* and that we’ll be leaving Brisbane in less than 2 months! GASP!!!!!

I was wondering if I would “shed tears” when I’m about to leave… *Darn emotional tears just like to force it’s way out! =(* Probably no, probably yes… maybe I’ll cry at the “accommodation” , maybe I’ll cry in the train to the airport, maybe I’ll cry on the airplane when I’m looking at Brisbane from the top trying to find UQ…. *Ok.. this is seriously making me sad… hahaha*

I guess now I just have to use the time I have left wisely and make the most of it.. not easy one half of it is used to study and take exams… sob sob…. talking bout exams…. I should be studying at this very moment… ah! doesn’t matter! I want to feel emo-ish for a little bit.

In less than 2 months time, I won’t be able to see the precious green grass of UQ, I won’t be able to travel around using a boat, I won’t have timetables, electronic too mind you, to tell me when buses are coming, I won’t have to buy my groceries anymore.. hahaha, I won’t be sharing my room with anyone, I won’t be living with friends, I won’t be able to walk late at night in the cold weather to people’s houses / some other various reasons, won’t be able to check out what my Thai housemate is doing, won’t be able to scare my housemates *then again I won’t have anymore housemates*, won’t be able to feel the wonderful resort like atmosphere of our unit, *honestly it’s like I’m on holiday*….. ok I think this list thingy can go on forever and I don’t really have forever *for now* to talk on about forever, so let’s jsut leave it at that….

On a lighter note, I should be going to NZ if all goes well.. for now, I just have to STUDY like mad! goodness. Of course I’ll still want to check out the Tesla Roadster tomorrow, which means I have work harder today.. =( doggone it! Why can’t the event be later?? =(

Peace all! hahhaha that’s an odd end.. Cheerios peeps, may you be well and may the swine flu stay away from you. =)